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Plain Black, Not Boring

August 9, 2017

Some updates: I passed the Professional Engineer Exam!!! I can’t express how much of a relief is it, I can move on with my life now! And related to moving on with life, we bought a house! Which of course meant packing up and moving my sewing room, hence not posting about any sewing for the last month.

Last year my work place relaxed it’s dress code so we could wear jeans any day of the week (being in a regional office, we usually fudged the rules and wore jeans on Fridays but even that didn’t at the corporate headquarters in KC). That was supposed to be the only change, as in you’re still supposed to look business casual with polos or equivalent, but a lot of the guys have lowered the bar drastically wearing tennis shoes and even “nice” t-shirts. I’m not impressed by that development, but it is nice to wear jeans.

This will be the last time you see this backdrop in my blog pictures!

I tend to wear a ton of sweaters, even in the summer, because the office is usually cold. But I wanted more “dressy” t-shirt options. Something with a nice twist (not literally), but also not too weird or shapeless or casual.

Pattern: V1389, which is unfortunately not for sale except on the resale market because it’s a Donna Karen license

Pullover top has neck and sleeve bands, front extending to side back and stitched hem.

Fabric: Black cotton-lycra jersey (which is my favorite for t-shirts – lots of recovery but not too clingy)

Design Likes/Dislikes: The neck binding needed to be stretched a lot to fit, but this top is meant for super stretchy fabric so it works. Still a little wonky though. I love the side seams, it really makes this top more interesting than a standard t-shirt… even if you can’t really see the seams on this black fabric. Now that I’m looking at the pictures I think the neckline makes it look like I’m slouching… or maybe I’m slouching, hard to tell.

This is the best picture of the side seam I ended up with, ignore the nose itch

Sizing and Fit: I made my usual size 10. This shirt is very fitted and the sleeves seem to have negative ease. The arm holes might be too high also. But it feels pretty great anyways due to the raglan sleeves and awesome fabric. It doesn’t feel tight at all but it’s obviously riding up so maybe I should have gone a size up. I have gained a bit of weight over the stressful winter, not much but just enough that my favorite pants don’t fit anymore 😦

Changes: None that I can remember.


Skirt from 2015


Wreath of Broken Toys

June 26, 2017

I made a wreath out of broken/dog-chewed toys and toy parts.

This was a pretty straight forward wreath. After I collected a variety of toys (mostly discards from my nephew), I painted a cardboard wreath form black (cut out from old boxes) then started hot gluing stuff together. The only toys that didn’t stay put with the hot glue were some little ninjas made of rubber.


Silver Cowl

June 19, 2017

There’s not a whole lot to say about this one besides it’s a really fast sew. I’m thinking I don’t care much for cowl necklines, they never seem to lay well.

Pattern: BurdaStyle 11/2013 #112

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Fabric: Slinky, silver, polyester mystery knit from SR Harris. I found it in their defect bin so it was even cheaper than usual, which is saying something because literally everything as SR is half off the list price and I’m pretty sure everything they buy is defective in some way. But that’s why SR is fun, you never know what you’ll find but it will probably be cheap!

Anyways, this fabric was actually very easy to sew, even though it looks slippery. It sheds sparkles everywhere though, hopefully that lessens as it gets washed more. And there are defects in the fabric knit, but you really can’t see them until you look and I didn’t even try to avoid them.

Design Likes/Dislikes: I really like the lining (though I should have made it full length, I had enough fabric. Oh well), it makes for a really clean finish. Burda’s instructions were a little confusing but I figured it out after reading through a couple times. The shoulders are cut in a little, and while I like this look because it instantly makes you look more athletic, it doesn’t pair well with my normal bras. And I’m unlikely to find a different bra just for a shirt. BUT this is sleeveless so I’m also unlikely to wear it without a cardigan or jacket anyways. So it doesn’t matter in the end.

Sizing and Fit: I made a size 34 and I think it fits very well. I think all those ripples on the body are really just because the fabric is so wiggly because it does not feel tight.

Changes: I only cut the lining halfway, so it’s kindof the length of a built in bra. I did that because I was only thinking the lining would be useful to achieve a clean finish on the edges but it really would have been better with a full lining. Self lining by the way. The fabric is just a little see through some times. But it’s not too noticeable.

Inside front

For Next Time: If I ever have a craving for a knit cowl tank, this will definitely be what I use. But I doubt I’ll be making this again anytime soon, just because I have so many other plans.


Holiday Crafting 2016 Edition

June 12, 2017

Only a little bit late showing off my christmas crafting from last year, nothing to worry about.

I had the tree set up for less than 24 hours before this happened…

Two throw pillow covers I made as gifts for my mom-in-law and sister-in-law, for both of these I was trying to use up fabric scraps:

I have no idea if my SIL got the Stranger Things reference but I thought it was hilarious. Even if she didn’t, she loves coffee so it works out.

Back envelope cover and a helper kitten

The kitty’s eyes ended up looking a little demented…

Pieced back envelope

And as per tradition, I made some ornaments. These are made of white baking clay that I rolled out and cut with holiday cookie cutters. Then painted in a minimalist style and tied together with string and ribbon. Some of the painted sections I covered in a varnish to make them shiny if the paint wasn’t inherently shiny.

Cats, always helping

If I was smart I’d start thinking about ornaments for 2017 now…


Tropical Shift

June 5, 2017

Summer is almost here! This is my second time using this dress pattern, this time I added fish eye darts to the back and used a border print.

Pattern: BurdaStyle 09/2012 #107

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Fabric: A tropical border printed cotton, possibly stretch sateen, from SR Harris – meaning I have no idea what it actually is but it’s awesome. The lining is bemberg rayon from Evil JoAnn™.

Design Likes/Dislikes: Obviously I like this pattern in general since I made it 2 times, with the aim being to finally use my precious Marimekko fabric. But I’m starting to think I don’t like the sleeves. They have a shoulder dart that causes some weird puckering and bulk around the shoulder seams, which of course you can’t really see in the pictures. Maybe I just need to taper my dart more gradually. It does give you lots of room to move though.

Sizing and Fit: The back still feels a little too big even with the added darts, I think I need to take in the center back seam 1/2 inch because there are some angled pull lines. I wouldn’t want to take it in too much though because this is not a fitted dress.

Changes: As mentioned above, I added some back darts which I think help quite a bit. I also did some creative cutting to get the print to “wrap” around me and I think it has a really fun effect. I only lined the body of the dress this time, not the sleeves since this dress is more summery.

Potato the Cat helpfully showing off the lining and hem tape…

For Next Time: With a few more tweaks I think this pattern could be a great canvas for lots of different prints, color blocking, embroidery, or even fabric paint. And I think I’m ready to use my Marimekko fabric.

*JoAnn isn’t so bad but it just feels so corporate, even compared to the now defunct Hancock. I try to just buy patterns and notions from JoAnn. They make you take a number to get fabric cut! Heathens.


A Narwhal with a Message

May 28, 2017

I can’t remember how long I’ve been working on this embroidery but it has to have been at least a year, possibly more. I took breaks to work on other things since this one is more filled in than a lot of the embroidery I like doing. Basically I wanted to use some of the coordinated threads and fabrics I got as part of a Stitchy Box, a subscription box for embroidery supplies. I only did the subscription for 3 boxes in 2016. It was fun and I got a lot of really nice threads, but I just don’t go through my embroidery supplies fast enough to keep up with the boxes. Here is what I got in one of the boxes, I think this one was Spring themed:

For the narwhal I only used the blue and yellow items on the left. I’m kindof annoyed with myself now because I can’t find the purple half of this box anymore, I think I might have mixed it in with my other fabrics and threads. Anyways, these threads are way more high quality than I usually buy at the craft store, BUT I’m not sure I’m such a fan of silk embroidery thread. It just didn’t always pull through the fabric smoothly, even with waxing. You can’t see them in the pictures too well but I did use the beads and metallic thread to enhance the water splashes. Had to buy smaller needles for those tiny beads even!

The narwhal pattern is free from the Feeling Stitchy blog.

And the banner words “Delete Your Account” came from Hillary Clinton’s tweet response to one of the many stupid things Trump tweeted during the election last year. I had a hard time picking what to put in the banner (it’s blank in the pattern) because it had to be pretty short. But this definitely seems narwhal worthy.

I have it in a frame now, but I’m kindof tired of it now, or maybe I don’t like the white frame it’s in. My older sister said she’d take it, so next time I drive to Lincoln I’ll hand it off since it wouldn’t fit in my suitcase when I flew home earlier this month.


On Failure and Quilting

April 24, 2017

I acknowledge that I was never the smartest kid in class, but I am smart and have always been a good student and a hard worker. I would say I’m also pretty good at not sweating the small stuff, little failures aren’t a big deal in the grand scheme of things. I had trouble learning to read when I was little even though I love books, and even now I’m not a fast reader but I still love it. No, what I’ve always been good at is math and spacial visualization, which I personally think goes hand in hand with sewing. So I spent 7 years getting two degrees in engineering and I’ve been working as an engineer for almost 4 years. I love it. I love problem solving and building useful infrastructure. I can easily say being an engineer is part of my identity now. I am a good engineer too.

Last fall I sat for the Professional Engineering exam and failed.

I still get sad thinking about it. It’s hard to describe how upset and shaken I was. I was so depressed because being a good engineer is part of who I am, but this is supposed to be a test of your engineering skills and I failed. I feel like a part of me was crushed, like one leg was swept out from under me and all I could do was hop around aimlessly. Passing the PE is such an important step in any engineer’s career, I literally cannot be promoted at my current job until I pass. To make it worse, coworkers who I know I’m a better engineer and smarter than, passed on the first try. I didn’t check my score online that day until I got home, which was good because I was sobbing and shaking so hard my cats were confused and just stared at me from a safe distance. It’s a good thing my cube at work is kind of in a corner because I definitely started crying at work a couple times. I went home sick at least once because I just couldn’t do anything. People kept telling me that I was probably just one right answer away from passing or that it was probably just bad luck that the fall test was especially difficult (they don’t tell you what a passing grade is because it varies each time, in fact the test can vary in difficulty each time also). And it probably was just one or two wrong answers that tripped me up, but that doesn’t make it better. This is a pass/fail test, it doesn’t matter if you almost passed, you still just fail. People kept saying they were sure I’d pass this time and I’d get so mad and upset because everyone said the same bullshit the first time and it didn’t happen. I told people to stop saying that sort of thing but apparently it’s hard for people to lay off the “encouraging” words even when you flat out tell them to stop. It doesn’t help, it didn’t help. It definitely just made me feel worse, because I’d just keep remembering how they said the same thing before and it didn’t happen. I understand that they meant well, but it was actually pretty hurtful.

I will note, for anyone worried, I never thought about suicide. I did think about quitting my job and living in a cave for the rest of my life, but never self-harm. But I like buying star wars action figures and drinking hot tea too much to live in a cave.

I tell you all this not for pity or to say sorry for not posting for 5 months or however long it’s been (in fact, I’m not sorry at all for not posting), but because it’s important to talk about these things because it’s normal to fail and it’s normal to be sad. And because it really put a damper on my sewing, something that makes me happy. When what little motivation you have for life is being forced into studying for a second time for the biggest test of your career and you’re already feeling hopeless, there just isn’t much room for inserting zippers or sewing darts. But being creative is also an integral part myself, and I was sad I couldn’t do it. So very very slowly I’ve been working on a quilt. Thankfully I chose a very simple half square triangle scheme long before I was even thinking about the PE so it wasn’t very taxing to arrange and sew them together.

Quilt math and tally of how many squares I cut

295 6″ squares

I wish I had dated my original sketch because I’m pretty sure I started planning this quilt in 2015, after I finished my dad’s monk robe. I chose to do an all blue quilt, fading from white through shades of blue all the way to black, only because blue is my husband’s favorite color. But now that it’s come to embody a lot of my struggles in the last year, it’s kind of fitting that blue is the color associated with depression, i.e. “feeling blue.”

I think anyone who gets into sewing of any kind finds out pretty quickly how relaxing and meditative it is. To not think about what else is going on in the world or around you, just focus on arranging bits of fabric, sewing seams, trimming corners, pressing allowances, it’s a great reprieve from bad thoughts. I would say that quilting and embroidering (the two things I was able to do) are the best when you’re really depressed because it was daunting to me to try to think through the sequential steps involved in making a dress, even though normally that is easy peasy for me. But quilting is just a few steps repeated over and over again. Cut, sew, press. Cut, sew, press. Or because I’m an obsessive organizer: cut, cut, cut, sew, sew, sew, press, press, press (and then sewing and pressing on repeat until the quilt is together).

I pinned all the squares to an old sheet so I could arrange them easily

The cats were always “helping” by sitting on the quilt or pulling pins out

I retook the PE exam last Friday. Results won’t be posted for 6 to 8 weeks. My quilt is not done, but I have a complete top. I just need to make a backing, baste it all together, quilt, and bind it. So maybe in another year or two I’ll have a finished object to show off, but for now, this feels like an accomplishment.


Books of 2016

January 3, 2017

Like last year, I don’t really feel like rehashing what I sewed last year. I’m pretty sure my sewing slowed way down in 2016 and I don’t see it picking up anytime soon. So instead here is a list of books I read in 2016 and briefly what I thought about them (order is just chronological to when I read them):

  • Cat on the Edge – this was a really fun book. It’s a murder mystery with talking cats (who solve the crime). I believe it’s the first of a series of mystery books about the main cat character, but I doubt I’ll read the rest of them.
  • A New Hope, The Empire Strikes Back, and Return of the Jedi – novelizations of the original 3 star wars movies. I’m lumping them together because the book I got had all 3 printed in one binding. I would say these are just meh, the movies are better but it is kindof funny to notice the differences because the movie wasn’t finalized when these books were written. I’m pretty sure I remember the book describing Yoda as having blue skin.
  • The Force Awakens – another novelization of the movie, this one was much more consistent with the movie, well written, and had just a little bit more in it about what some of the characters were thinking. But nothing very important. I’m seriously considering getting immersed in all the new star wars books after seeing Rogue One.
  • Leviathan Wakes – This is the first book in the Expanse series that was recently made into a really awesome TV show. The books is also very good, but this is a complex story set about 100 years in the future with multiple plot lines. Basically humanity has colonized Mars, some moons of Jupiter, and the asteroid belt, but because of differences in gravity humans are evolving differently in different locations. There’s political drama, space ships, interplanetary war, and possibly aliens. It’s really well done and I do plan to read more of the series, but I have a hard time getting into really long book series that have no end in sight. Everyone should at least watch the TV show, it’s amazing.
  • Squirrel Seeks Chipmunk – A book of short stories about animals by David Sedaris. Nearly all the stories are full of dark humor. It wasn’t my favorite, I was hoping for a little more light heartedness.
  • Death Comes to Pemberley – This is sortof a sequil to Pride and Prejudice, except obviously a different author. But it’s also a murder mystery. It was a very fast read, and I enjoyed it all the way up to the end. But the ending was pretty disappointing.
  • The Bad Beginning,  The Reptile Room,  The Wide Window,  and The Miserable Mill – these are the first 4 books in Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events. When these first came out I was probably just a little too old for them, I read the first 3 books and just didn’t think they were funny, just depressing (I tend to internalize a lot of things I read and watch on TV without realizing it, for instance scary things will definitely give me bad dreams if I watch them too close to bedtime. Like zombie movies or true crime shows). My mom loved them and had the whole series of books, but she was going to get rid of them because she wasn’t going to reread them so I took the books home (although I’m missing book 7). I still think they’re depressing, and not especially funny, but I can appreciate them more now and I’m determined to read them all before watching the new Netflix show. Mainly I just really want to know what happens to the Baudelaire orphans in the end.

Currently I’m part way through  The Austere Academy (book 5 of A Series of Unfortunate Events), Little Women, and O Pioneers. Which is pretty random combination, but I seem to jump around a lot between genres anyways.

I couldn’t find a picture related to books so here are my cats sleeping:



Inside Molly’s Head, August to November 2016

November 30, 2016

So most of these are a little old, but now that I’m done with the PE exam I can do things for fun again!

  • See, men’s fashion does change! just not as fast as women’s. Or does it, it’s honestly hard to tell.
  • I’m sure you’ve heard about the New York Times profile of the McCall’s Pattern Company by now. The term Do-It-Yourself really gets on my nerves though, it implies that normally we aren’t capable of making things or, in my mind, that the thing you’re making is shoddy quality. I don’t DIY my clothing, I construct it myself, for myself.
  • The real Bob Ross
  • The Hugo Awards short story winner this year is about an AI who loves cat pictures. Really, what more could you ask for from a self-aware computer system?
  • Yet another discriminating thing to watch out for – math can be biased against women and minorities. Really, it’s the algorithms, which are written by people with biases (everyone has biases), but still don’t ever take “big data” as complete truth because it’s probably missing something important.
  • Embroidery is apparently very trendy right now, even better when done yourself in my opinion.
  • I wasn’t really paying attention to the Olympics when Flo-Jo was racing (having just been born around that time), but she looks so cool in her hooded bodysuits.
  • How gymnastics leotards are made
  • Tim Gunn and Christian Siriano on NPR
  • This is the best Banned Book Week idea ever, wish it wasn’t just in DC!
  • The age old question: are quilts art? Mary Fons (the author of the article linked to) also keeps an interesting blog, mostly about her life, that is a nice departure from the typical craft blog because she almost never blogs about her sewing but she’s such a good writer.
  • Back to the topic of all things Olympics from this summer, here is a little history of the American uniforms and branding.
  • How Obama’s female staffers made their voices heard
  • The presidential campaign may be over technically, but I doubt anyone is going to stop being upset. At least some people are pretty decent.
  • Some behind the scenes on making star wars action figures for the most recent movies.


Southwestern Print Knit Dress

November 5, 2016

You know when you find fabric that you just really like but have no idea what to do with it and you still buy it anyways? That’s this dress. I love the green/blue colors, but the tan isn’t my favorite. But a southwestern style print like this isn’t something I normally wear even if I love it. So I paired it with a dress pattern that I wanted to try out. I think the fit is a little weird, but I’m not too bummed because I was so unsure about the fabric.

I actually finished sewing this dress in July or August probably, didn’t wear or photograph it until late September and now that I’m done studying for the PE I finally have the mental space to post about it!


It was very sunny

Pattern: New Look 6097

Fabric: Rayon-lycra jersey from SR Harris

Design Likes/Dislikes: I think this might be my first mock wrap dress and I actually really like the idea. I like wrap dresses too but with this one you don’t have to think about if the wrap is going to fly open ever. I also liked that the pattern has a couple variation details like the collar and sleeves.



Sizing and Fit: I made my usual size 10 but the fit feels a little weird. You can see it in the drawing above that the waist seam isn’t on the waist. It feels weird to me, and when I finished making it I was ready to just get rid of it because it was too weird. But I left it in my closet for a couple weeks ( or maybe months) and decided I had to at least give it a chance by wearing it to work and after wearing it a full day it really didn’t bother me as much. I don’t think this pattern will become a favorite, but it’s not bad.

I should have used the silly sleeve tabs though because the sleeves are too loose on their own to roll up well.


Changes: I used the longer sleeves, no tabs, and no collar, but the only real change was to shorten the skirt.

For Next Time: I’m not making this one again, but I might see if I have any other mock wrap patterns or look around for a good one.